My Term of LONELY

Have you ever felt lonely? I’ve been there for like a thousand times. Being lonely doesn’t mean you are an introvert. It means that you just want a little space for yourself. A space far away from the crowd. A space where no one can disturb you or even belittle you.

Almost all of us need to be lonely sometimes. Just a way to remind ourselves what we do today, what conversations we had yesterday or even did we hurt someone’s feelings just now. It is a matter where everyone sit down or maybe lying around thinking what they actually do these days. To me, being lonely is when you truly find your true colors. Your own thoughts about this world and the people that lies in it.

That is the definition of lonely for me.

DREAMS fight for it

My dream of being a novelist. Maybe become true. Maybe not since I’m so lazy.

Wake up my dear. Wake up me. Remember, keep in mind that being a novelist means that you really need a lot of effort there. If you just wasted your time imagining things, stories without actually trying to write down on Microsoft Words 2013 or on recycle papers, believe me you’re not going anywhere. Like me, writing this for the sake of my blog. Actually, I am the kind of person that loves to imagine things that can cheer me up or things that are inspiring or things I’m obsessed with like Korean dramas. But what did I do with those wonderful imaginations? Nothing. I just kept them locked in my dusty head. Don’t be like me. I also do not want to be like me. I want to be someone that have strong aims and dreams in life. Someone that can be an aspiration to everyone. Someone that was way greater than I am today.

And that someone InsyaAllah is me.                                                    

And the novelist too.

P.S. I’m so sorry because today’s entry does not make that much sense.

A WEREWOLF BOY film preview

Now it’s time for the Korean movie to shine!!!!!!!

And I started with the Werewolf Boy for the beginning of my first Korean movie preview. I still remember it very well as it leaves a very sorrowful meaning to my soul. Ok, that was a little bit exaggerated. But anyway, let me tell you guys the wonderful bedtime-like story. Um, before that one thing I really love this movie because of its male lead SONG JOONGKI oppa (such a handsome Korean guy). <3

The female lead is played by Kim Boyoung as Hana, a firm cold girl that just moved in with her family in a small little cottage far away from the city. To make it simpler, I just going to tell the story between her and the werewolf boy, Cholsu. On a night after a few days the family stayed there, Hana suddenly heard a noise from the cabin outside their house. Out of curiosity, she tried to search the source of the howling voice and soon discovered it came from a small locked little room at the end of the cabin. She was afraid but she still acting like an idiot like in the movies ( y’all know what I mean ) and bravely opened the lock of that room and AUUUUWWWW!!!!

There was him. The werewolf boy staring aggressively straight to her eyes. Hana was frozen and all she could do was ran. The day after that, her mom discovered a guy that was just about Hana’s age or maybe older. He look so sympathetic to the eyes, wearing dirty clothes and had that hungry look in his eyes like he did not ate anything for ages. Hana’s mom took him and took care of him like a family member of her own.

At first, Hana was despised by his bad manners but as days passed she kind of like him in a way. She thought him many things that normal humans should do and act in real life. For example, she taught him to eat well at the dining table without snatching other people’s food. She also played pranks with him and sang a lovely song that Cholsu will never forget. Cholsu has finally opened Hana’s heart to be a cheerful girl again and Hana was so grateful for his presence. But on an unfortunate night, Hana had discovered that Cholsu is a werewolf when he saved her from the hands of the maniacs that tried to kidnap her. Although this happens Hana still kept it a secret because she knew Cholsu would never cause trouble to others.

But the antagonist in the movie that was a rich guy, who had feelings for Hana, wanted to take revenge at Cholsu and planned all kind of things until he finally knew that Cholsu was a werewolf. The rumours spread widely like a wildfire. Cholsu then was being hunted but Hana protected him when he nearly got shot with the gun hold by the villain’s hands (antagonist). The villain was infuriated and decided to kill both of them instead. His actions had made Cholsu outraged. He turned unconsciously into a werewolf and killed the villain. Shocked by his own actions, he ran away into the woods taking Hana by his side. Knowing that the villagers will hunt Cholsu, Hana pretended to hate him by saying words that hurt his feelings. And also hers as well. She asked him to leave her alone and ran away from the community, never ever showing his face again. At first Cholsu refused but finally he accepted and then made his way far from the woods. Yeah this is what people called love need sacrifice. And they never meet again until………..

Until she had a granddaughter. Until after 50 years of waiting. She visited back her old house just trying to remember the precious memories she had with him. That night, she heard the same noise again. The howling voice that drenched her into a thousand pierce down the memory lane again. She went to the room at the end of the cabin, slowly opened the door and saw that figure she had been missing all this time. She saw him. Standing with a bright smile like he had been waited so long for her.

Watch it, guys. Cuz I recommend it to you. 

WILD CHILD movie

Hello guys, it's been a while since I updated my last post. So instead of updating my regular vocab's posts i'm going to focus a lot for the movies now. (hehe, since i have done the SAT). 

For the second movie let's welcome the WILD CHILD movie!!!!!! Yeah, it's basically another the same old teenage movie again. Some of you might thought these kind of movies are the same. But for me i will never get tired of this genre because it's just reminded me the life that I never felt in high school before. Pretty sad, sobs sobs... 

This movie is about a rich arrogant American 17-year old girl, Poppie played by Emma Roberts, who had made his father outraged by ruined his father new wife's belongings that had just moved in their house. She had passed the line thus being sent to a boarding school named Abbey Mount School in England.There, she had difficulties to fit into the tight disciplines nurtured by the students. To add a sparkle of fun she also messed up with the wicked head girl, Harriet who thinks the headmistress son, Freddie likes her. ( well, of course not. she's ugly and thinks she look alike with Keira Knightley)

All of these tortures (at least that what she thinks) had made Poppie wanted so bad to get expelled from that school. Her roommates despite their initial dislikes for her had agreed to help her by figured out many crazy ideas for Poppie. They pranked Harriet, dressed fancily without following the school party's theme and what makes it more interesting was that she also snog/make out with Freddie. (Freddie is so damn hot! *melts suddenly) 

Actually the main point that I want to show you guys is that the sincere friendship beholds in the movies. Poppie and her roommates have shown a true friendhood that I think was the most remarkable thing in life. I envied her for being surrounded by friends that will always be there for her no matter what. This is what people called #friendshipgoals. A friend in a need is a friend indeed, this saying was portrayed perfectly by her friends. And this was the reason Poppie finally wanted to stay there. True friendship finally wins! yeah!

p.s I also love the character Freddie played by Alex Pettyfyer

WORD world - week 5

#SUNDAY

RECLUSE

1. a person who lives a solitary life and tends to avoid other people.

STEALTH

1. cautious and surreptitious action or movement.

"the silence and stealth of a hungry cat"

2. (chiefly of aircraft) designed in accordance with technology that makes detection by radar or sonar difficult.

"a stealth bomber"

OCCULT

1. supernatural, mystical, or magical beliefs, practices, or phenomena.

"a secret society to study alchemy and the occult"

2. cut off from view by interposing something.

"a wooden screen designed to occult the competitors"

SPECIOUS

1.seeming reasonable but incorrect

“a specious argument”

2. misleading in appearance, especially misleadingly attractive.

"the music trade gives Golden Oldies a specious appearance of novelty"

SOPHISTRY

1. the use of fallacious arguments, especially with the intention of deceiving.

   “a fallacious argument.”

#MONDAY

ECLECTIC

1. deriving ideas, style, or taste from a broad and diverse range of sources.

"her musical tastes are eclectic"

NARCISSISCM

1.excessive or erotic interest in oneself and one's physical appearance

 “narcissism is always shown by the hottest girl in class. ( at least that what they all think)”

COMPLACENT

1. showing smug or uncritical satisfaction with oneself or one's achievements.

"you can't afford to be complacent about security"

TOADY

1.a person who behaves obsequiously to someone important.

2. act in an obsequious way.

"she imagined him toadying to his rich clients"

EXEMPLARY

1. serving as a desirable model; representing the best of its kind.

"an award for exemplary community service"

2. (of a punishment) serving as a warning or deterrent.

"exemplary sentencing may discourage the ultraviolent minority"

#TUESDAY

ESCONCED

1. establish or settle (someone) in a comfortable, safe, or secret place.

"Agnes ensconced herself in their bedroom"

IGNOMINIOUS

1. deserving or causing public disgrace or shame.

"no other party risked ignominious defeat"

EFFRONTERY

1. insolent or impertinent behavior.

"one juror had the effrontery to challenge the coroner's decision"

AMORPHOUS

1. without a clearly defined shape or form.

"amorphous blue forms and straight black lines"

2. vague; ill-organized; unclassifiable.

"make explicit the amorphous statements"

3. (of a group of people or an organization) lacking a clear structure or focus.

"an amorphous and leaderless legislature"

ACERBIC

1. (especially of a comment or style of speaking) sharp and forthright.

"his acerbic wit"

#WEDNESDAY

INCISIVE

1. (of a person or mental process) intelligently analytical and clear-thinking.

"she was an incisive critic"

2. of an account) accurate and sharply focused.

"the songs offer incisive pictures of American ways"

GOSSAMER

1. used to refer to something very light, thin, and insubstantial or delicate.

"in the light from the table lamp, his hair was blond gossamer"

ABRIDGE

1. shorten (a book, movie, speech, or other text) without losing the sense.

"the cassettes have been abridged from the original stories"

2. curtail (rights or privileges).

"even the right to free speech can be abridged

EVINCED

1. reveal the presence of (a quality or feeling).

"his letters evince the excitement he felt at undertaking this journey"

2. be evidence of; indicate.

"man's inhumanity to man as evinced in the use of torture"

DISPARAGE

1. regard or represent as being of little worth.

"he never missed an opportunity to disparage his competitors"

#THURSDAY

FLOUT

1. openly disregard (a rule, law or convention).

"these same companies still flout basic ethical practices"

2 mock; scoff.

"the women pointed and flouted at her"

DECISIVE

1. settling an issue; producing a definite result.

"the archers played a decisive part in the victory"

2. having or showing the ability to make decisions quickly and effectively.

"she had an image of being tough and decisive"

EXUBERANCE

1. the quality of being full of energy, excitement, and cheerfulness; ebullience.

"a sense of youthful exuberance"

2. The quality of growing profusely; luxuriance.

"plants growing with wild exuberance"

WITHER

1. (of a plant) become dry and shrivelled.

"the grass had withered to an unappealing brown"

2. fall into decay or decline.

"it is not true that old myths either die or wither away"

ESCHEW

1. deliberately avoid using; abstain from.

"he appealed to the crowd to eschew violence"

#FRIDAY

PRECLUDE

1. prevent from happening; make impossible.

"the secret nature of his work precluded official recognition"

OCCLUDE

1. stop, close up, or obstruct (an opening, orifice, or passage).

"thick make-up can occlude the pores"

WINNOW

1. remove (people or things) from a group until only the best ones are left.

"guidelines that would help winnow out those not fit to be soldiers"

PRESAGE

1. be a sign or warning of (an imminent event, typically an unwelcome one).

"the heavy clouds above the moorland presaged snow"

PORTENT

1. a sign or warning that a momentous or calamitous event is likely to happen.

"many birds are regarded as being portents of death"

2. an exceptional or wonderful person or thing.

"what portent can be greater than a pious notary?"

#SATURDAY

SYMBIOSIS

1. a mutually beneficial relationship between different people or groups.

"a perfect mother and daughter symbiosis"

AMBIVALENCE

1. The state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.

"the law's ambivalence about the importance of a victim's identity"

STYMIE

1. prevent or hinder the progress of.

"the changes must not be allowed to stymie new medical treatments"

RACONTEUR

1. a person who tells anecdotes in a skilful and amusing way.

"a colourful raconteur"

CUNNING

1. having or showing skill in achieving one's ends by deceit or evasion.

"a cunning look came into his eyes"

OBLOQUY

1. strong public condemnation.

"he endured years of contempt and obloquy"

WORD WORLD - WEEK 4

#SUNDAY

NOTORIETY

1.The state of being famous or well known for some bad quality or deed.

“ The song has gained some notoriety in the press.”

PROPRIETY                        

1.Proper, fitting or suitable.

“ He always behaved with the utmost propriety.”

2. The condition of being right, appropriate, or fitting.

“ They questioned the propriety of certain investments made by the council.”

COMMENSURATE

1.Proportionate; corresponding in extent or degree.

“Salary will be commensurate with age and experience.

HAUGHTY

1.Proud, arrogant.

“A look of haughty disdain.”

ENDOW

1.Give or bequeath an income or property to (a person or institution)

“He endowed the church with lands.”

2.Provide with some talent or quality.

“He was endowed with tremendous physical strength.”

#MONDAY

REMEDIAL

1.Providing a remedy.

“Remedial surgery.”

2.Provided or intended for children with learning difficulties.

“Remedial education.”

CATHARTIC

1.Providing psychological relief through the open expression of strong emotions; causing catharsis.

“Crying is a cathartic release.”

ENIGMATIC

1.Difficult to interpret or understand; mysterious.

“He took the money with an enigmatic smile.”

CONTENTIOUS

1.Quarrelsome ; disagreeing violently.

“A contentious issue.”

2.Involving heated argument.

“The socio-economic plan had been the subject of contentious debate.”

NOSTRUM

1.Questionable medicine.

“A charlatan who sells nostrums.’

COMPLACENCY

1.Quiet satisfaction, contentment.

“The figures are better, but there are no grounds for complacency.”

#TUESDAY

TACITURN

1.Quiet; habitually silent.

“After such gatherings she would be taciturn and morose.’

MOROSE

1.Sullen and ill-tempered.

‘She was a morose and silent when she got home.”

DISCURSIVE

1.Rambling; passing from one topic to another.

“Students often write dull, second-hand discursive prose.”

2.Relating to discourse or odes of discourse

“The attempt to transform utterances from one discursive context to another.”

VORACIOUS

1.Wanting or devouring great quantities of food.”

“A voracious appetite.”

2.Engaging in an activity with great eagerness or enthusiasm.

“She’s a voracious reader.”

OFFICIOUS

1.Ready to serve; obliging.

“An officious bystander.”

#WEDNESDAY

UPBRAID

1.Find fault with someone; scold.

“He was upbraided for his slovenly appearance.”

SLOVEN

1.A person who is untidy or careless.

REBUKE

1.An expression of sharp disapproval or criticism.

“She had rebuked him for drinking too much.”

INCHOATE

1.Recently begun; rudimentary.

‘A still inchoate democracy.”

EMINENT

1.(Of a person) famous and respected within a particular sphere.

“One of the world’s most eminent statisticians.”

#THURSDAY

GAMBOL

1.Run or jump about playfully.

“The mare gambolled towards Anna.”

“The two of them run off to the woods for a gambol together.”

WORD world - week 4

CAPACIOUS

1.Roomy; spacious.

‘She rummaged in her capacious handbag.”

RUMMAGE

1.Search unsystematically and untidily through something.

‘He rummaged in his pocket for a handkerchief.”

2.An unsystematic and untidy search.

“Open up the box and have a rummage around.’

RASP

1.A harsh grating noise.

“The rasp of the engine.”

CIRCUITOUS

1.(of a journey or a route) longer than the most direct way.

“The canal followed a circuitous route.”

#FRIDAY

BOISTEROUS

1.Noisy, energetic and cheerful.

“A group of boisterous lads.”

2.(Of a weather or water) wild or stormy.

“The boisterous wind was lulled.”

SANGUINE

1.Optimistic or positive, especially in an apparently bad or difficult situation.

“He is sanguine about prospects for the global economy.”

BOOR

1.A rough and bad-manners person.

“His boor attitude couldn’t be taken anymore by her girlfriend.”

CHURLISH

1. rude in a mean-spirited and surly way.

"it seems churlish to complain

SURLY

1.bad-tempered and unfriendly.

"the porter left with a surly expression"

#SATURDAY

BANE

1. a cause of great distress or annoyance.

"the telephone was the bane of my life"

CYNICAL

1. believing that people are motivated purely by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity.

"he was brutally cynical and hardened to every sob story under the sun"

2. concerned only with one's own interests and typically disregarding accepted standards in order to achieve them.

"a cynical manipulation of public opinion"

PAUCITY

1.the presence of something in only small or insufficient quantities or amounts.

"a paucity of information"

LAMBASTE

1.criticize (someone or something) harshly.

"they lambasted the report as a gross distortion of the truth"

FORAGE

1. (of a person or animal) search widely for food or provisions.

"the birds forage for aquatic invertebrates, insects, and seeds"